Fuck everything. I'm not kidding. Fuck my parents, fuck algebra, fuck my professor losing TWO of my rough drafts, fuck the holidays, fuck not having a boyfriend, fuck feeling alienated from everyone all the time and just wanting to cry because even at Valencia, I still suck, fuck my job, fuck the capitalist in me that makes me want so many things I'll never be able to afford or will have to save for for eons if I really need them, fuck never being satisfied. Fuck you. Fuck me. I'm just so tired of trying to make my life work and falling short. I hate feeling sorry for myself. I could really use a hug, not gonna lie.
Current Mood: alienated
Current Music: Fight- Kickball